There was a ax hit me when I knew my score today morning. I thought I will get at least 5-, but I turned out to be 4+++. I felt upset, miserable and disappointed. Why? Why? Why? It’s the same with last time; I don’t make any improvement? That feeling was like falling from a thousand miles high mountain directly and suddenly. No matter how many +there are, it’s not equal to a -. I just want a -; I don’t want a +;I just want a 5-. If I overrated my ability or I underestimated other classmates’ capability? Oh my God! I gonna to be mad. Actually, I richly deserved the score, I can not blame anyone but me. I didn’t try my best. It’s me to course all this. If I won’t be hardworking, I will fail and die. It’s me!
Fail and die?? So bad?:), in my colleage days, i’ve ever had the same experience, why not go enjoying Jane’s songs?
Thank you! I have to work very hard for the rest part of this semester anyway,or I literally will be mad!